In the past, I frequently put off writing blog posts because I found myself unable to put forth my best effort in writing — that attitude of “if you can’t do something right, don’t do it at all” — but lately I’ve found myself regretting not writing at least something.
This is the lens through which I’ve come to view my blog posts these days, like a lax journal.
I have all these ambitions to write but then I don’t. Now I’ve arrived at this point of thinking “well something is better than nothing”. So, many of the posts on my blog are me just trying to write something down before I forget it all. I’ve found I enjoy the nostalgia of going back after a year and being like “oh yeah, that thing”. Like a nostalgic photograph.
On this blog, I often don’t take the effort I should to craft what I’m writing so by the end of the post I feel like “well I’ll just publish it and maybe come back and do more proof reads” but at that point I know I’m just lying to myself by saying that.
But hey, like I said, these days I’m aiming for my blog posts to basically be a bad journal entry.
— Jim (version of myself on April 16, 2018)